And my life will change...forever ;-)

It's after midnight. I can't sleep a wink. I know I should be sleeping right now. I should be enjoying every amount of sleep that I can get and enjoy, since my nights of peaceful sleeping will soon come to an end. ;-) But alas, I'm too excited to sleep.

My life is about to change. I'm about to fall in love all over again - not only with my husband but with my new son. Troy Robert Ka Haku Justus is about to enter this world, enter our home, and enter our hearts, forever. His precious birth mother, Nicole, is in the hospital at this very moment, and will be induced this day at 8am. How appropriate that this miracle will happen on General Conference Weekend, when the spirit of the Lord comes into the world through the mouthes of his Prophet and Apostles. I couldn't have asked for this to happen on a better weekend. This precious little miracle coming into our lives, and we owe it all to Nicole and her family. We owe it to the birth father and his family, especially his beautiful mother who has become like a second mother to me. What would we do without them? We love them all so much. We've only known them for a month or so, but we love them unconditionally. There are no words to possibly describe how we feel at this time. What can I say? Bob and I have yearned for children for many years now. Our hearts have ached, our empty arms ache because there is no child in our home, no one to love or spoil. We love each other so much, and have nobody to take care of except ourselves. Then this precious family finds us, and chooses us, and they will eternally bless our lives by giving us their special child. What sacrifice! What love! They are simply amazing people to do this for us, for this little baby boy. They are amazing!!! The love and gratitude that fill my heart for them cannot be properly expressed. I am so happy, I can't explain my emotions. Yes, my life is about to change, and for the better.

These are the feelings of an adopting parent. ;-) They are unexpressable...

Thank you so much God for this gift. Thank you Nicole for this precious miracle. I promise to love and cherish OUR son forever. We will always care for Troy. He will be the top priority in our lives. We will love him more than you will ever know. He will know about YOUR love and your sacrifice that has blessed him with a good home, and with an eternal family. I promise that he will love and admire you, his birth parents. He will know what you have done for him, and one day he will take you into his arms and thank you for giving him his life, and his parents, The JenBob. ;-)

Thank you to Bob for being the most wonderful husband - you will be an amazing father like this world has NEVER known. Only I will know of the privilge it's been to be your wife. And finally, to my son, I love you, Troy Robert. You are the miracle I've been praying for, aching for, and I cannot wait for the moment when I can hold you in my arms, look into your eyes, and call you my baby boy.

I am so blessed. God is good.

Happy Happy Joy Joy~

The ramblings of a Super Gorgeous husband...

Just had to share this post that my husband left on his blog to celebrate our thirteen glorious years of marriage. He is clever... he is cute. He is also loopy and insane. You gotta love him!!

The Beginning of "I Love You…"
“We don’t know the moment when love begins,But we always know the moment when love ends.”-Harris Telamacher(L.A. Story)

If you haven’t seen the movie, do yourself a favor and see it. That’s it. That’s my plug for the film “L.A. Story.” I won’t say anymore about the movie. I would like to address this quote, as it is one of many that this movie offers for those who listen while watching movies.Since I first heard Steve Martin’s voiceover lay down these words, I thought that they contained infinite truth and abundant wisdom. That was before I fell in love with Jen. Now I know that with some love, one can mark the beginning, and hopefully never the end.

I had seen her, watched her talking with friends, and I couldn’t help but notice how she looked in her pink jumper. What can I say but that I had a bad case of the smitten kitten? But that was not love. Smite, even deep smite of the heart, does not equal love. Only love is love…accept no substitutes.

I remember the time and place when the smittenness of my heart morphed into love. It was across a Subway counter in Littleton, Colorado. Jen worked there, and I had a part time job hanging out and watching Jen work. Now before you call me a filthy stalker, let me just say that we were dating, and I had to spend as much time with her as I could because I had plans to leave the country for a few years. So it’s cool…simmer down…she was ok with it.

Like I said, she was working and I was watching her work. In a lull, a brief moment, we leaned across the counter to sneak a little kiss. It was a peck on the lips, nothing more, but it unlocked a new world. Everything changed, and I realized it at that moment. As we parted, I wanted to tell her that I loved her. I mean I really loved her and I knew it.

Before I could even draw breath to give power to those words, she said it first. I was relegated to an “I love you, too.”

It felt lamely given, but held no less truth than the phrase “I love you” without the “too” attached to it. That was it. That was the beginning of the “I love you…more” war. Though my “more” came out strangely sounding like “too”, it was true.

“We don’t know the moment when love begins,But I do know, Jen, that I love you more.”-Bob Justus(Just now…this blog)

Happy Father's Day, Daddy...

I have a special daddy that I love...

He is a barrell of sunshine. Whenever he walks into a room, the dark clouds fade away and the sun shines with his smile.

He is funny. When he is around, there is light heartedness and nobody in the room is frowning.

He is spiritual. He taught me about God, and helped me to gain a strong testimony of my Savior. He radiates with the spirit.

He is unique. His name is Verne, and nobody in this world laughs like him. ;-) He has talents and shares them with the world. Everyone longs to be his friend.

He is a comfort. When I was afraid, he'd smile and hold my hand, and I knew right away that everything was going to be okay.

He is my best friend. I love him with all my heart. No words could possibly describe him. He is my daddy. ;-)

I have another Daddy. He is now in heaven. Not a day goes by when I do not picture his face next to Bob and I, and I miss him so much it hurts. I long for the day when our eyes will meet again, we will hug and never have to be seperated. Our relationship is eternal. I love you JD Justus. ;-)

I have yet another Daddy. He sent me down to earth. He loved me so much that He sent His only begotten Son to pay for my sins. He is perfect, and He blesses me every day of my life, even though I am not perfect. I also long for that day when our eyes will meet, we will hug and never again be seperated because our relationship is also eternal. I love my God, my Heavenly Father. Because of Him, I am a happy happy joy joy girl....

I love my husband so much, and I long for the day when he will become the father of my children. Then someday they can bring him breakfast in bed instead of me... ;-)

I love my fathers... Happy Father's Day... ;-)

Grateful for Babies, families, Tornadoes, and Size 8's

Yes, I am indeed grateful for all of these things that were somhow included in my Sabbath Day Activities yesterday. ;-)

First of all, hubby and I woke up early to attend the blessing of a new baby - belonging to my chiropractor and his adorable wife. They are such wonderful friends, and they now have two beautiful baby boys, only a few months apart. (Hey, they're newleyweds, what can they say? LOL~) They are such a unique family - part Catholic and part Mormon, with their strong faith in Christ bonding them together. I'm happy to be included in their lives. After the sacrament meeting, they treated us - along with more of their friends and family, to an amazing breakfast at a small restaurant before my hubby and I were on our way to a family luncheon with Mom Justus and crew. ;-)

That's where we were when the Tornado struck down...only three miles away from where we were standing. My husband got amazing photos, and we were completely mesmorized by this incredible sight. Thank goodness nobody was badly hurt or injured - it ended up touching down on a mall, flipping over cars and doing significant damage. It was incredible. Mom Justus was so cute as she ordered all of us to come inside. ;-) But we couldn't move, for that would mean tearing our eyes away from the sight of mother nature. It was spectacular!!! I always wanted to be a storm chaser when I was young...and I still find myself enthralled by Meteorology. I think it's time to take a class!!


We had slight hail damage to the top of our car, and a crack in our windshield, and from the size of this hail in my hand, you can see why. ;-) It was amazing!!!!

Anyway, the electricity went out, and we couldn't light candles due to Grandma's oxygen. So we ate by the light of the window. Personally I thought it was wonderful. The storm ended, the electricity came back on....we visited a bit longer - then hubby and I were on our way to another family party. My brother in law celebrating his 20th - I mean, his birthday. ;-) We watched TV with them, enjoyed cake and ice cream and more partying with my side of the family. And with all of this fun, I was struting around happily enjoying my new jeans - my size 8's - which I haven't been able to wear since my early 20's. ;-) Bob and I have had certain pants hanging on our walls for months which we've called our goal pants. Yeah....we were both wearing our goal pants yesterday, which actually have a happy spell placed on them, I dunno. But we were kinda giddy! Anyway, I am extra proud of my hubby and all the work that he's done. He inspires me to do better.

Yes, I am truly grateful for all of these things, my family and all of my many blessings. Life is good ;-) And now I can begin my new life - trying to acheive my new goals, staying at home to take care of my house and FINISH MY NOVEL!! Write...write...and then write somemore. ;-) I'm also going to pick up a couple of books on meteorology. (Am I spelling that write, I mean, right??)

Yeah... life is good!!! Wouldn't you agree?? Happy Happy Joy Joy!!

Congrats to my handsome nephew "Little Bob"

Little Bob's "Bill Parcells" moment ;-)












Little Bob opens his presents.

...and gets lots of affection from his adorable sisters, Jordin and Jordan (long story, don't ask right now, LOL~)

Wow, what a trip!! I am soooooo happy that my husband and I were able to fly to the East Coast and be there for our nephew, Porter, who celebrated a very special event in his life - his high school graduation. ;-) I cannot believe he is already a young man. It seems only yesterday he and his sister were riding around on my back playing "Horsie." And now, look at him. He is so handsome and so much fun to be around. I am impressed by him, his knowledge and his sense of humor. I always called him "Little Bob" because he reminds me of my husband, not only in looks but in their sense of humor, the entertainment factor. ;-)

We had such a great time. Our family flew into Baltimore, drove into West Virginia, spent an entire day riding the metro and playing around in Washington DC, visiting with family and friends, and sightseeing. We walked, and walked and walked and walked. It was such a fun trip - too short for all the fun things we wanted to do, but fun nonetheless. Annie rode on the back of Greg's motorcycle. Greg accidently backed into our rental car (LOL~) Porter got ice and water dumped on his head by a bunch of his girl friends. We lost the key to our hotel which had twenty dollars in it (ouch!), and the Nuggets lost game three. But it was all around a fantastic weekend, one I will never forget. I am lucky to be a part of this incredible family. I love them all, with all my heart. More pictures to come...

Happy Happy Joy Joy!!!

Celebrating mothers...

......and I have the best mother's ever. My mother who gave me life is one of the most important people in my life, and not to mention my best friend. The mother who gave life to the man who is currently giving me life - also priceless!! ;-)

This was a glorious weekend to celebrate both my "mommies." We took my mom out to a seafood restaurant with my other family members and had a fun party, and not to mention the best food ever! I stared at each of my family members sitting around the large table, and my heart filled with great love and gratitude for each of them. I couldn't possibly get enough of them, nor could I take enough pictures. If it wasn't for my mother, we wouldn't all be siting there together. ;-) I love her for that, and so much more. Thanks Ma!

And today an eternal family was made at the Denver Colorado Temple as my mother in law was sealed to her mother and her baby sister for time, and all eternity. It was a special day for celebration, and celebrate we did. I couldnt get enough of them either. If it wasn't for my mother in law and her family, my precious husband would not be here today. And without him, I would be nothing. That's all I have to say about that. It was a beautiful day together and I will never forget it. Thanks Ma!

See how blessed I am?? ;-) Life doesn't get any better than this. If Heavenly Father gives me the priveledge and joy of being a mother someday, I hope and pray I will be as good a mother as my own mommies, and all the other good mommies I know. ;-) And that's all I have to say abou that.

Biggest Loser Goosebumps

Bob and Jillian - the Biggest Loser stars. I love them so much, especially Jillian.

I've had goosebumps all night long. I absolutely love this show!!! I watched it alone while Bob attended Scouts. And I watched it again when Bob came home. Yeah, I didn't make it to bed on time, but that's okay. I'm still in tears and goosebumps over the whole thing, and I just have to say how much I love watching this inspiring show. The contestants have been fun to watch, and I've been so jealous of their progress. I've never been so inspired to lose weight as much as I have this past year, thanks to the show. THANKS BIGGEST LOSEER!!!

I've somehow managed to lose over 30 pounds myself, and I hope only to continue on a downward spiral. ;-) My husband and brother in law have also lost 20 pounds each, and I am so proud of them!! We are determined in this house to be healthy and happier. Life is good.

Quick summary: I've been having a really great month with family and friends, and getting my Spring cleaning done. The house is organized and fun!! I've decided to take a huge risk and leave my full time job in order to complete writing my novel and work part time somewhere down the line, hopefully a bookstore. I'm not sure if I have what it takes to be a writer, but I'm going to try. There's gotta be talent buried somewhere inside of me, right? And I'll never know unless I try. So here I come, and baby - keep your fingers crossed for me.

"Song of the Piano Man" - coming soon to a bookstore and library near you. ;-)

I've also really gotten into Basketball these days - the Denver Nuggets are playing in the playoffs and they are doing awesome!! They've been fun to watch. So GO NUGGETS! And I don't mean chicken.

And have I told you how much I love the Biggest Loser? Well, I do. And with that, it's time to end this quick entry and work out! hee, hee! Later!! ;-)

Wishing General Conference Weekend could last forever...

My new favorite apostle: Elder Jeffrey R. Holland ;-)

With the passing of my old favorite, Elder Joseph B. Wirthlin, and after carefully pondering all the talks presented to me over the past weekend, I've decided that his talk about the Savior affected me the most. ;-) Not that all of the other talks weren't great, mind you. And not that I don't love all of the other apostles. But for some reason, I always tend to have my favorites of everything I see in my life LOL~ Anyhow, he has risen to the top spot in my heart. I saw him live at a Woman's Conference in Provo one year, and his strong testimony has remained with me ever since. He is the man! ;-)

I love being a member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. I look forward every year to the two General Conference broadcasts that we get to watch on TV, broadcasted live from Salt Lake City. With these talks from our Prophet and Apostles, my life is truly blessed, and I walk away from the experience feeling happy and uplifted, like I can accomplish anything. It's a wonderful feeling!! I will make it last forever.

I love my Savior! I love my family and my friends. I love this gospel, and I will strive to live my life so that I may be worthy someday to gain eternal life. ;-) ;-)



Follow the prophet!! He knows the way, and this picture shows us how he knows! ;-)
Happy Happy Joy Joy!!

As the years go by...

I keep geting younger and younger and even younger ;-) And my handsome husband keeps getting cuter and cuter - and even more cute!!! I had such a wonderful birthday today, thanks to him and our amazing families. There are no words to express how how I feel. I am the happiest, most lucky girl in the entire world. And that's all I have to say about that... for now, anyway.

Happy Happy Joy Joy!!!!


More photos and stories to come. ;-)

You gotta love March ;-)

Rachel and I... sisters and buddies for eternity!!

Here we are, gathered in our home on the night of the Oscars. ;-) Yeah, we had fun. I think I ate too much! And I think it's time to buy some new furniture so that we'll have room for people to actually sit when they come over.

March never fails to be a busy and fun month. I guess that's my excuse for not blogging so much this month - busy, busy, and even more busy! March has always a month of parties and fun for the JenBob. We celebrate four different birthdays between both of our families, and of course we have to have a special party for each and every one. ;-) After all, the worth of all souls are great in the sight of the Lord, right?

These next pictures were taken at my mother in law's birthday celebration. She turned 30. ;-)


Mom and Annie... ;-)

Larry and me. (Larry and I, rather) I am so proud of my brother in law, we call him "Bubba." Don't we look like brother and sister? I've always been so happy to be called his sister, and he has always been such a special friend to me. This month he's begun a diet program called Slim for Life. Yeah, I'm super proud of him! We've always tried to encourage him to loose weight. Only this time he didn't need any encouragement, he took the initiative himself! ;-) I know he is going to do this. And I can't wait to watch his progress.

More parties and pictures to come!!!!

Another cold, February night...

...and here we are, chillin' at home in our usual, comfortable positions: In the living room with our lap tops. Bob sitting at the floor near my feet, and me on the couch, wrapped in my favorite Elvis blanket. ;-) We're either writing in our books, playing cards or goofing around on Facebook- which includes chatting with friends, kidnapping, or farming. Routine...routine...yawn, yawn, and we're getting kinda bored being stuck in the house.

Is it Spring yet??

This month has dragged on and on...and not much has been going on, which is why I haven't posted that much. Both hubby and I have been sick, but luckily I didn't have to miss any work. Unfortunately, he missed a week. Before we got sick, we had a special assignment for ourselves - and that was the fun task of watching all of the movies that have been nominated for Academy Awards this year, and picking our favorite one. I love going to the movies and ordering a huge ice-cee!! It never gets boring. So far we've seen four movies of the five: The Curious Case of Benjamin Button (thumbs up!), Frost Nixon (thumbs up!), Slumdog Millionaire (Ten thumbs up, my favorite!!!), and The Reader (Thumb not quite so far up, good movie with fun plot, but way too much of Kate Winslet naked! More than I needed to see.. LOL) Now we have only one movie left that we hope to see this weekend: Milk. It will make watching the Oscars this coming Sunday so much more fun! ;-) Don't ask me why I enjoy watching this so much - I love to see the glamourous Hollywood actors/actresses come out in their fancy clothes so I can judge them. Kinda fun.

So... I got a new calling in my church a couple of weeks ago. I was called to serve as the Stake Primary Secretary, meaing that I will be in charge of all the NURSERIES in the stake. (Wasn't I just released from the nursery? LOL~) Nobody heard me when I said I'd like a break from other people's kids. ;-) Okay, so I was only slightly overwhelmed with this new task, as you can tell, but I accepted the call anyway because I know it's what the Lord wants me to do. I can never get away from the kids and the nursery, and I guess I never will. Must be God's fun way of letting me be a parent - observing other people's children from the outside looking in, and being an influence for good this way. I love the kids, and look forward to serving them this year. I also hope I can serve my husband and my family by giving us a child of our own. Still crossing my fingers on that one! ;-)

Anyway, not much more going on. We got rid of the birds, finally!! ;-) The cat is certainly bored now, but it's alot more quiet and peaceful up here. I won't miss them much...although I'm sure I'll think of Tahoe once in awhile. (Thanks to Dan!!) Oh, and we had a family dinner last Sunday night with Bob's family, (thanks for the lasagna, Larry!) and we are eagerly planning our trip out to West Virginia this May - to watch my nephew Porter graduate from high school. I can't wait to travel there and see Greg's family again - we've missed them so much. Porter has grown up so fast - he is more handsome than ever. It will be a great time. Annie stayed with us awhile that evening and played around on facebook under my profile. We played a joke on Greg and told him she had skipped a period. Meanwhile, he freaks out at the idea that his younger, single sister is suddenly pregnant, and we tell him that she went straight from Math to Science. Yeah, it was pretty funny. Guess you had to be there.

Okay, enough for now, you'll all caught up to date. HAPPY HAPPY JOY JOY till next entry... ;-)