I love you, Daddy...

One year ago, we said goodbye to a very special person - my father in law, my buddy and my eternal friend, JD Justus. Oh, how I miss him. Tonight we gathered at his grave to sing hymns, to talk about the good times, and to remember his life on earth, and celebrate him. We had dinner together as a family, gathered around a rable full of love, tears and warmth. How lucky was I to marry into this incredible family?? I could never tell you...

It's hard to talk about the night he died. Instead, I will share a simple poem with you that I wrote especially for Dad, which I read at his funeral services. I entitled it "JD - Jen's Dad."

"The first day I saw you, the Lord had done his job. I'd been struck hard by lightning, by falling in love with Bob.
In your family house we stood...staring, grinning, face to face. I finally met Bob father, JD. And attempted to win his grace.
"Who are you?" he boldly asked. "Will you forever be the one? To coddle and to spoil, and promise to love my son?"
My eyes filled with tears, as I pledged all that I had. And I waited patiently for the day, when JD would become "Jen's Dad."
Such a kind and pleasant man, with your patient loving eyes. Who loved and served your family, with a heart larger than your size.
All the days turned quick to years, and dawning each new day. Came the pleasure and the joy, whenever Dad and I would play.
Cabin Trips and Thursday nights...even to Kansas we would roam. I loved every second of my dad, and never wanted to come home.
Only now our trips will change, and we're forced to say goodbye. I'll gaze softly towards the heavens, trying hard not to cry.
Spread your wings, my beloved JD, and fly not too far away. We know that families are forever, and we'll meet again one day.
Your arms will open wide. And to your handsome face I'll run. But for now I must wait patiently, and love you deeper through your son.
I can see that day so clearly now...our eyes and hearts again will meet. And as a family we'll gather round, to sit happily near our Lord's feet.
Round the One who made life possible - and for eternity we will be. Sealed as father and adopted daughter -Jen and her dad, JD."

My last picture taken with my Daddy and my sister in law, Annie in October 2007. He is never far from my heart. To him, I dedicate this blog entry.

I miss you, Dad...